I realise that Im writing this in a state of anger and desperation so this might sound a bit horrible but here it is. Well I was in a relationship for a year, I thought it was a perfect relationship and I trusted the guy in everything(what a perfect illusion!). I trusted him enough to have unprotected sex with him. Two weeks before our one year "anniversary" he told me he has been cheating on me the whole time with a very good friend of mine and that he is breaking up with me for her. I couldnt even send him to hell, I was so stupefied. Later on, I found out Im pregnant with him(I didnt have sex since). I have no idea what to do. Before, I was very anti-abortion, but now I cant see how I could cope. I am so repulsed by him now I cant bare to think about taking care of his child. When I told him he didnt even apologize or anything he just said "well, I cant help you now". The day after, someone told me he is getting married with the girl he was cheating on me. I dont know I really cant gather any strenght to bring this child up-especially that Im still at a university. The only way I guess is a fosters home. But I have a friend that grew up there and she told me that it is the worst thing for someone and she is really persuading me not to do it. I dont know Im in such a state of my life that I cant imagine how it could get any better. Do you have some advice for a total wreck?